About This Song:
Undertow is about two strong, fairly common tendencies that I had/have. One was infernal teenage laziness- realizing that I needed to get off my ass and find a way to motivate myself in order to actually find opportunities instead of expecting them to come to me. The other is that I tend to slowly start emulating the people around me. And there's a general breakup lyric in there because I got a little stuck. :P
Musically, the two biggest contributors to this are Tool and Dead By Sunrise. The guitar loop heavily reminded me of Tool, which I was just starting to get into thanks to my brother. The title references the band's first album of the same name, whilst also being relative to the subject matter (ie. being caught in the current of my own natural tendencies and wanting to break free of it). In particular, the Dead by Sunrise song Crawl Back In (Sometimes I look at my own face / And I don't know who I amI see a piece of everyone I know / Buried underneath my skin) made me take particular notice of the way I act, and it was the lyrics that caused me to take particular notice of it.
[Lyrics]
Here I search for answers to my life
Never felt like it was the right time
Always wanted something for nothing
Now I'm stuck 'cause I can't stop running
The cycle begins but now it is ending
Stuck in a rut, I wish I was dreaming
Lost in myself, or who I think I am
Digging for me through traits of all my friends
Stuck in a hole that I've dug for myself
Passing me by is the way that I felt
I gave you devotion and you gave me your guilt
You lost me along the way and I have no way out
Lost in the ramifications of my existence
We all are to blame for what I will sorely miss
The cycle begins but now it is ending
Stuck in a rut, I wish I was dreaming
Lost in myself, or who I think I am
Digging for me through traits of all my friends
I couldn't begin to describe
What I saw inside of myself
'Cause it was so dark and cold,
My own personal hell
The cycle begins but now it is ending
Stuck in a rut, I wish I was dreaming
Lost in myself, or who I think I am
Digging for me through traits of all my friends