The tension between the friend from The Happening and the protagonist has built up to the point where the protagonist needs to admit their feelings before things go awry, but at the same time, they don't know how their friend is going to react given the circumstances and their old lifestyle. The protagonst is about to make themself completely vulnerable in this moment, setting themself up for rejection. But will that be the case?
About This Song:
[Lyrics]
I need to apologize
For the state I'm in
It may not surprise
You to hear all this
Comin' from my mouth
But it's bottled up
For the last few months
I discovered you
Passion has birthed lust
There's a growing need
That's inside my soul
But I've stuffed it down
Just to keep control
'Cause you're beautiful
I'm a filthy wreck
And you don't deserve
My distorted sense
Or my miserable soul
It's a hard thing, since
I didn't mean for this
To be my intent
But I get so cold
And I want your arms to protect my soul
And in turn I will
Try to keep you warm
And I'll always be
Here on every morn'
So I've made it known
'Bout the way I feel
So the moment of truth
Has been revealed.