
Just a note: Although the clean version is the one on the page, the linked download is to the original version of the song. Also, the lyrics aren't censored, if you didn't already notice.
There's no point in hiding that this is an angsty breakup song about an ex who did a lot of good in my life, but also a greater amount of damage, ultimately. At the time I wrote this, these were my honest feelings.
About This Song:
[Lyrics]
Nobody ever said
Life was easy
But all I ever wanted
Was a hand to hold when the world fell down around me
I thought you were the one
Somebody I could count on in good times and bad
Now I see that was one sided
You only ever really wanted a pawn
Who could take everything thrown in your way
I let myself be blinded
I convinced myself the end was worth the means
Disregarding everything
That stood in between the two of us
And the feelings we shared
Or at least so I thought
Now I know that it was not to be
Though I always forgave you
It seemed that wasn't what you wanted
You could never forgive yourself
You taught me how to feel
You saved me when I thought I was dead
But with all said and done
All the pain that you caused
I never wanna see you again
Now years have passed me by
I clung to the past, such a desperate fool
Still have a box of your things
The scent makes me sick when I breathe it
'Cause it still hurts inside
I've claimed that I've let go
Put simply I lied
Because despite all of the constant anarchy
There were moments of pure and utter bliss
I could have bled and not cared
Now time has made me wise
I've not opened my heart to another
Don't need all of these fuckin headgames
I was better off the way I was before
That's what I tell myself
Really I'm still a fool
That's not wisdom, it's called being jaded
Petrified by sanity
Antisocial in reality
I can't get you out of my head
Life is a broken glass
You have to sift through the pieces
Eventually you throw it all out
But before the end
It sometimes can make up a whole
That you can put together again
You taught me how to feel
You saved me when I thought I was dead
But with all said and done
All the pain that you caused
I never wanna see you again